Hymn to hope 洒满阳光的每一天

It was really a long and exciting vacation, I had expected it for so long a time... It really was, and really tired. But the first working day after vacation, I did feel recharged and know the neccesity of annual leave of 18 working days... Nice!

 

I'm now at the Chime long hotel in Guangzhou, Fanyu. I just met Wang Yin at the hall. It was really a surprise just as I met Kai at Hongqiao Airport when I flew to Beijing a few days ago. Life is so wonderful, full of surprise, full of unknown, which could fully satisfy the curiosity of genius from Gemini ^_^ and make you chase after it on and on.

 

The trip to Beijing was indelibly impressive. Each time I went back to Beijing, I wish there is more time for me. But happy time passes quickly, I don't even complete half of my plan in Beijing before I have to go... And it was quite a pity that I didn't meet sunpig, siyangyuan, yy (2), shixiong, shijie...

 

But i did meet my professor and talk to wonderful friends. Maybe I could write it down as beautiful memories tomorrow. I have to go to bed now...

想死的心都有了。。。

一首很干净很恬静的曲子，听着心灵也跟着敞亮起来。充满希望而美好的生活，点点地渗入心扉。

 

天一黑，就会莫名其妙地郁闷，下班回到家就像变了个人，越来越喜欢独自面对自己。心灵的两面，纠结得很。为什么生活就不能简单些呢，为什么就那么贪心呢。

 

常常会想起以前的人，以前的事，觉得那该是一种幸福，想知道自己在乎的人是否过得好。可是有些事情常常是不能随心所欲的，即使是能办到的事情，也有不可以去办的时候。于是就会痛苦。理智告诉自己必须忍耐，情感却难以接受。

 

要是自己是那只耳聋的小蜗牛就好了，傻乎乎的，一根筋干到底就行了。

 

Cara说的，姐，我常看见你，是快乐的样子，那样子很美丽。

生命的美丽在于自己的努力，要勇敢，要坚强，让未来感谢现在。

 

上周末回北京了，参加了导师夫人的追悼会。导师和夫人是我见过的最恩爱，最坚强，最乐观的夫妻。老天却残忍地让他们如此早地分开，一贯坚强乐观的导师此次看去已是满头白发，面容憔悴。心疼不已。

导师给我们的短信里这样写道：“谢谢你们的深厚情谊！谢谢你们在这特殊时刻给我和师母的关爱。我和周老师风雨同舟几十年，她美丽、善良、高雅，我为有她这样的妻子多么自豪。如今她走了，我确实无法承受。但是请你们相信，我会走出这个难关，生活还要继续。紧紧握你们的双手。你们的丁老师。”感动。。。想起导师之前为了每天接送师母去医院治疗，六十多岁的人去学车，还买了新车；还有以前聊天中导师无意中提到他在家做饭，会用量筒量好定量的水加上定量的米，煮出师母最爱吃的硬度；还有为了减少师母吃的东西里面添加剂的含量，导师都是买了牛奶自己做酸奶。。。幸福就是这样的吧。若有如此，此生无憾。

那天见到了导师几乎所有的学生，看看我们彼此现在的样子，真的很感谢导师和夫人教给我们的，健康、事业、家庭，一个都不能少，珍惜生活，孝敬父母。。。才让我们每个人体会到什么叫生活的幸福，淡定地面对各种困难和挑战，对生活充满信心。

 

天堂是善良的师母最好的归宿，愿丁老师平安。